I finally went back training today. The workout was so tiring, as expected. I also slept most of the time in class today. It's a bad habit.


I know something is definately wrong with me. I just don't know how to deal with myself. I'm a terrible person :'(


I don't know what to look forward to anymore. It gets worst everyday. And oh dear.... It's 10.22 and I can hardly open my eyes already. Training=suffering.


I am lost.