I just wanted a simple life. But I struggle..... So hard..... So so so hard.....


Life itself scares me. I don't want to go back to where I was.


My friends think i'm awesome. Think i'm such an inspiration. Think i'm the best friend ever. But i'm not.....


I'm so unworthy. I cannot stand myself also. How can God stand me?
God i'm sorry. Would You just change me? .....