Unloved.

Never before have I felt so much pain till this extend. I didn't thought that I would do what I did also. Guess that's how far I could go when I'm going insane. I'm a horrible beast that wears a mask of a human. Nobody will truly accept the way I am. I rather live alone than having people to tell me that they love me that is just bullshit. I came to live to the fact that... Nobody , can ever... Love me the way I am, a horrible beast.